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Sunday, February 19, 2012

WHERE DID THE TIME GO


I bought my first camera when my granddaughter Kylie was born... I knew she wouldn't stay small forever and I wanted to record every minute...my life has never been the same.  

 
Then I blinked and there she was...all grown up and in the Navy...  

 
Then I blinked again... and she's about to become a mother.

I'm still taking pictures...






AT THE END OF THE DAY...I think my life is about to be changed again in ways I never dreamed possible...


Thursday, February 16, 2012

OPTIMISM


I drove into town today.  It was overcast and raining and dark and gloomy.  

DESTINATION 
Driving blindly on a ribbon of blacktop
Destination
Unknown.
Eyes unfocused through early morning fog
Silence except for the whispering of tires.
The intermittent rhythm of windshield wipers
Keeps time like a drum beat felt but not heard.
The road sinks into a gray shadow lake of wasteland with blurred edges.
Distance is distorted and time is skewed. 
Tendrils of fog snake across the road
Confusion drifts around me like smoke.
In a valley covered in a blanket of cotton batting with soft fuzzy whiskers
Trees are bathed in eerie light as they rise out of the spider web mist.
Then the morning awakens and the fog thins.
I see crows lined up on a wire like black exclamation marks.
Sundogs knife through the clouds
Creating showers sparkling with speckles of golden fairy dust
Scattering the gloom and the mystery.
Destination
Forward
~FK~



AT THE END OF THE DAY... there is color everywhere...even in winter...and spring always comes back...


Tuesday, February 14, 2012

THE LONGEST MONTH

My days feel dreary this time of year...little things get me down...phone calls unanswered...a library book unfinished but due...and the rain goes on...the ridge forever covered in clouds...but...
AT THE END OF THE DAY...there are bright spots...primroses blooming color...and shopping with Kylie.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

ARE WE THERE YET?


Four months and counting till retirement.  While the snow was here I got another taste of what it will be like to have Dave here all day everyday...

like a dress rehearsal for the real thing.

I have been sorting through paperwork...making phone calls...asking questions...filling out forms.

Getting ready...wondering...dreaming...and in between, life just keeps happening.

Water color classes start next week...

baby is almost here...

and the roof is leaking again.

AT THE END OF THE DAY
...retirement is just another new adventure.